I wonder

Hmm...how am i feeling at the moment. yep it happened again. for like the hundreth time. I was just standing there. sure. i have not control. Yeah their just letters and words. so what? I have the three right? I donno. Im sitting. tears. their not mine. a hug. scratching the back. naw. Im not sure. I wonder if things will...yeah i guess. hmm...im confused. why? i make a big deal outta things. over analyze...i shouldda been a scientist...nawww...they have to use their brains too much. I wanna go to other countries and build buildings. I wanna say that things worked out...will they? hmm...hahah why? why? why? why? you think and think and think. stop thinking!! serious. my brain hurts. I ran too much. that chocolate popcicle made me feel better. its all the little things. the things about ....u and well...us that i probably couldnt live without. hmm...i wonder.